Sunday, 17 August 2014

50/50


I smile again, I love life again, and I’m silly again. Go on crazy adventures backpacking around Europe and meet fabulous and interesting people.
Sometimes I’m back to my silly self doing crazy things, laughing at my own stupidity for just doing something dumb. Going to new counties, appreciating just going to the beach and doing nothing or eating an amazing custard pastry in some tiny little random Spanish village. Spending a Saturday morning drinking a good coffee while reading the newspaper, before starting the day.
But the other part of me wonders if I can ever love again like that, can I ever give myself so fully to another human and be there and do everything for that person.
I now understand why some people choose to never move on, the pain and the risk of suffering such pain again. And trying to figure out can you love someone like that again.

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